silverenta

okay I'm done lying
I hate my life
I ruin everything I love
I try my best and more but in the end I all ways fuck up and its always a stupid lie I made
I'm done losing people I love to stupid mistakes
I lie to almost everyone but I'm done lying to HER
I love you so much I'm so so so so so so sorry my love I will never lie to you again
if I do leave me
I'd rather die than hurt you again
I hate myself
I hate everything about myself
I hate I lie
I hate the way I look
I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF
I deserve everything that happens to me and everything I do to myself
I want to die
I'm running out of distractions
but I'm not leaving her alone forever