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okay this might be weird but idc
every time I am with or even think about my girlfriend the thoughts I be having make me feel so disgusted I mean I love her and yes I want to do intimate things but my mind is in a completely different world its hard because I know she has trauma and I don't want to make her uncomfortable but these thoughts make it so hard to control it, especially my hands I can control it but its hard to do
does everyone have these thoughts?
can everyone control it, I can but still
I just don't want to make her uncomfortable
I'll try with all of the love in my heart to control it
I won't fail
I won't let the thoughts win
every time I am with or even think about my girlfriend the thoughts I be having make me feel so disgusted I mean I love her and yes I want to do intimate things but my mind is in a completely different world its hard because I know she has trauma and I don't want to make her uncomfortable but these thoughts make it so hard to control it, especially my hands I can control it but its hard to do
does everyone have these thoughts?
can everyone control it, I can but still
I just don't want to make her uncomfortable
I'll try with all of the love in my heart to control it
I won't fail
I won't let the thoughts win
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