drunk as fuck idk idc

[silverenta]

god I fucking hate alcohol but its the only thing that make me feel no pain but it also makes me feel so much pain idk its weird it helps but then it hurts honestly I love it because if I drink enough I wont remember anything the night and all of the feeling, memories, and pain are gone for a little which if I make myself forget the pain will go away right?????

honestly I would love to drink myself to death it would be so fucking great but I can't lose her and I won't leave her so I'll bare with the pain idc how bad it will fuck me up I WON'T LEAVE HER AND I WON'T HURT HER NO MATTER WHAT