I RUIN EVERYTHING I LOVE

[silverenta]

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY DO I LET MYSELF HURT THE PEOPLE I LOVE
I'M DONE HURTING PEOPLE
I'D RATHER HURT MYSELF THEN THEM
I'M SORRY MY LOVE
I'M GOING TO HURT MYSELF BAD THIS TIME
I WONT HURT YOU EVER AGIAN
IF I DO LEAVE ME I'LL PROBABLY END IT BUT I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND IF I CAN'T STOP HURTING YOU LET ME DIE