do you know

[silverenta]

do you know I hate myself
do you know I twitch randomly
do you know I can't sleep most of the time
do you know I use loud music to scream for me
do you know I hate the cold
do you know I hate winter
do you know I love being by myself
do you know I hate being lonely
do you know I hate eating
do you know I love to cook
do you know I think about ending it every day
do you know I space out randomly for minutes
do you know I hate being a man
do you know I hate being horny
do you know I am scared of being intimate
do you know my body craves intimates
do you know I can't tell what's real anymore
do you know I hate myself